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		<title>The Eyes Have It</title>
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		<pubDate>Tue, 09 Mar 2010 16:25:19 +0000</pubDate>
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		<description><![CDATA[<img src="/wp-content/themes/LoveandWar/images/avatars/GraceyDaylittle.png" width="83" height="106" alt="" title="Gracey Daylittle" /><img src="/wp-content/themes/LoveandWar/images/avatars/Lakmei.png" width="83" height="106" alt="" title="Lakmei" /><img src="/wp-content/themes/LoveandWar/images/avatars/TinyDaylittle.png" width="83" height="106" alt="" title="Tiny Daylittle" /><br/>Morning yields many surprises: flowers, pie, angels, and a dead man's eyes burned out of his skull. <span style="color:#858585; font-size:11px;">Photo by <a href="http://www.flickr.com/photos/anthimeria/">anthimeria</a></span>]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<img src="/wp-content/themes/LoveandWar/images/avatars/GraceyDaylittle.png" width="83" height="106" alt="" title="Gracey Daylittle" /><img src="/wp-content/themes/LoveandWar/images/avatars/Lakmei.png" width="83" height="106" alt="" title="Lakmei" /><img src="/wp-content/themes/LoveandWar/images/avatars/TinyDaylittle.png" width="83" height="106" alt="" title="Tiny Daylittle" /><br/><p>“Oh my God, Gracey. You’re completely crushed out.”</p>
<p>Gracey looked up from her newspaper and offered her sister an innocent look. “I don’t know what you’re talking about.”</p>
<p>Tiny, ambling into the kitchen in her nightie, motioned toward the vase of pink peonies on the kitchen table. “What’s with the flowers? You’ve got them in here, in the bathroom…where did you even find peonies this time of year?”</p>
<p>Gracey shrugged, looking back down at her newspaper to hide her grin. “Simon left them.”</p>
<p>Tiny raised an eyebrow. “Simon left them,” she repeated.</p>
<p>Gracey bit her lip, pretended to be reading. “I found them on the porch this morning when I set the pie out to cool. Oh, there’s cranberry apple fig on the counter.”</p>
<p>Tiny shuffled to the sideboard, pulled a plate from the cupboard. “You had time to bake a pie already? How long have you been awake?”</p>
<p>“Couldn’t sleep.”</p>
<p>Tiny cut herself a healthy slice of pie and poured a mug of lukewarm coffee. “So your freaky friend left two dozen peonies—which are not even in season—on the porch, and you made pie.” Tiny’s eyes flew open in bewilderment. “Oh my God, Gracey, you guys didn’t…<em>bow chicka wow wow</em>?” Tiny pumped her hips in a suggestive movement.</p>
<p>“Tiny!”</p>
<p>“Well what am I supposed to think?” With her pie and her coffee, Tiny slid into the chair across from her sister. “I love you, Gracey, and I love to see you happy but I really don’t know what you see in that guy.”</p>
<p>Gracey sighed. “He’s intelligent, he’s charming, he’s polite—”</p>
<p>“He’s <em>corny</em> as <em>hell</em>,” Tiny cut in, scooping a bite of pie into her mouth. “What is <em>up</em> with the hat? And the way he talks?”</p>
<p>“He’s old fashioned,” Gracey sighed. “There’s nothing wrong with that.”</p>
<p>“Nothing wrong with that,” Tiny echoed. “So you really don’t think that guy’s even, like, a little…” She swiveled her index finger near her temple, making the universal crazy sign. “…Cuckoo for Cocoa Puffs? Froot Loops?”</p>
<p>Gracey grimaced. “Love the cereal references. Very mature.”</p>
<p>Tiny cocked an eyebrow at her sister.</p>
<p>Gracey threw up her hands in exasperation. “Well, what do you want me to say, Tiny? He’s different! I noticed! But that doesn’t make him crazy. I mean, Tiny.” She shook her head, sighing. “I am the <em>last</em> person who could condemn someone for being a little different.”</p>
<p>Tiny shrugged in tacit agreement, chewing her pie thoughtfully. “But it’s not just how he talks and dresses. There’s just something off about him. He kinda gives me the creeps.”</p>
<p>“Just drop it, Tiny. He makes me feel really good about myself. When I’m with him, I feel normal. And I don’t mean by comparison,” she explained before Tiny could interrupt. “I just mean, I feel like I can be myself. It’s very liberating.”</p>
<p>Tiny took a sip of coffee. “You don’t feel like you can do that with me? Or Bibi? Or Darkness?”</p>
<p>“Darkness!” Gracey laughed, rolling her eyes. “Nothing—<em>nothing</em><em>—</em>about Darkness makes me feel normal. Where is he anyway?”</p>
<p>“Don’t know. I just woke up. Answer my question.”</p>
<p>Gracey sighed. “I’m talking about feeling normal with a <em>man</em>. A real man, not a demon that looks…sort of like a man. I’m talking about a man that I could love.”</p>
<p>Tiny’s jaw dropped, eyes practically bugging out of her head. “Wait, you’re falling in love with Simon St. Laine? Are you kidding me? You’ve been on <em>one</em> date!”</p>
<p>“I didn’t say I was in love, I said…” Gracey shook her head, standing up and clearing her place. She took the dishes to the sink. “You’re right, it’s silly to keep a bouquet of flowers in the bathroom. Let’s take them to the cemetery so more people can enjoy them.”</p>
<p>Tiny licked her fork. “What people? The dead dudes? I don’t know, I kind of like having something pretty to look at while I pee.”</p>
<p>Gracey walked over to the table and kissed the crown of her sister’s head. “Aw. Then you can just look in the mirror.”</p>
<p>Tiny wrinkled her nose. “While I pee? Seriously, Gracey. You are <em>so </em>weird.”</p>
<p style="text-align: center;"><img class="size-full wp-image-727 aligncenter" title="interlude" src="http://www.loveandwartx.com/wp-content/uploads/2010/01/interlude.png" alt="" width="50" height="37" /></p>
<p>The cemetery was a short walk from the Daylittle house. It had been a long time since Gracey had been there, and she was surprised to see so many fresh graves. She’d known that Rubio Bautista had been recently buried, of course, but as she walked up and down the rows she noticed three graves that had only recently been dug. Two were on the Galina family plot, and the other was a single for Buddy Heffman.</p>
<p>Walking over the Buddy’s grave, Gracey threw her sister a look over her shoulder. “What on earth…? When did Buddy Heffman die?”</p>
<p>Tiny stood, arms akimbo, surveying the cemetery. In the year she’d lived in Love &amp; War, she’d never set foot in it. “Like a week ago, I think? I heard about it when I was visiting Darkness at the salon.”</p>
<p>Gracey separated out one of the peonies she was clutching and laid it on Buddy’s grave. “And you didn’t tell me about it?”</p>
<p>Tiny kicked at a stone lodged in the dirt, shrugged a shoulder. “I’m telling you about it now.” She ignored the look Gracey threw her. “I heard he didn’t have any family left, so there wasn’t much of a funeral. That’s kind of sad, to die alone?”</p>
<p>Gracey knelt down, nodded. “He lived with his sister Evangeline on the far edge of town, but she died a couple three years back. Emphysema, I think. Neither of them ever got married or had any kids.” Gracey chuckled to herself, shaking her head. “When I first moved to town Buddy used to find all sorts of reasons to show up at my house, fix things. Used to hint about how he wouldn’t mind seeing me in a swimsuit.”</p>
<p>Tiny made a face. “You moved here eleven years ago, so Buddy must have been…what, seventy?”</p>
<p>Gracey smiled at the memory. “Randy old fart,” she agreed. “It’s sad he never had kids. I think the Heffmans were one of the original settlers of Love &amp; War. His death is…mildly historical, I guess.”</p>
<p>Tiny looked around, noticed there were no other Heffmans buried nearby. “Where are the others buried?”</p>
<p>Gracey shrugged. “I don’t know; fair question. Lots of families are buried on their own land. I’ve never been out to the Heffman place, but that could be it.”</p>
<p>“I heard Mr. Heffman’s eyes were missing when they found him.”</p>
<p>Startled, Gracey and Tiny looked around and found Lakmei standing behind them, arms crossed over her chest, her porcelain face drawn, hiding behind a curtain of white hair. She was wearing an oversized rugby shirt and jeans. Gracey had never seen her dressed so casually. For that matter, Gracey had never seen her without Lilac at her side. Seeing only one of the two identical women temporarily threw Gracey for a loop.</p>
<p>“Lakmei.” Gracey stood, dusted herself off. “I didn’t see you come up. You look…What was that about Buddy’s eyes?”</p>
<p>Lakmei remained stoic, slid her hands into the back pockets of her jeans. “Horace Green found Mr. Heffman dead on the floor of his garage. His eyes were missing. Not ripped out or dug out. More like burned out. I heard he had a black hole in his face where his eyes should have been.” She paused a moment, shrugging. “I can’t say for sure. The only people to see Mr. Heffman were Mr. Green and the coroner. But it’s what I heard.”</p>
<p>Tiny looked from Lakmei, to Gracey, and back to Lamkei. “I suspect Mr. Green in the garage with the tire wrench.” When Gracey snapped her head around and gave Tiny a horrified look, she changed tactics. “Well, I didn’t hear that,” she said. “How come I didn’t hear that? That’s the kind of thing people would be talking about, isn’t it?”</p>
<p>Gracey returned her attention to Lakmei, her horror still evident in the lines of her face. “Where did <em>you</em> hear such a nasty rumor?”</p>
<p>Lakmei shook her head, clear, blue eyes locking on Gracey’s. “I don’t remember,” she said. “But I heard that’s why he wasn’t buried with the other Heffmans. They’re Catholic,” Lakmei explained. “And what happened to his face was the work of the devil.”</p>
<p>Gracey’s mouth dropped open as she glanced anxiously from the angel to her sister. Finally she asked, “Well…was it?”</p>
<p>It wasn’t what she had planned to say. Until a year ago, Gracey had no reason to believe in Hell or devils or angels for that matter. But the night she and Tiny had found the Prime of Darkness lying on the side of the road, everything had changed. Gracey wasn’t sure what to believe in anymore.</p>
<p>But Lakmei only shook her head, unblinking eyes never breaking contact. “Probably not,” she said simply. “I thought you didn’t believe the Prime of Darkness was dangerous.”</p>
<p>The slight mocking in Lakmei’s voice wasn’t lost on the pie baker. “I never said I didn’t think he was dangerous,” Gracey said carefully. “But I have no reason to think Buddy Heffman would be Darkness’s enemy. Besides. I assume Darkness doesn’t have a monopoly on diabolic acts.”</p>
<p>Lakmei, chagrined, said nothing for a moment as she watched Gracey work through her own inner conflicts. It was no secret to either of the angels that Gracey’s feelings toward the demon were not altogether logical. Lakmei cocked her head to the side, expression evaluative. “There’s something different about you, Gracey.”</p>
<p>Gracey blinked. “Different how?”</p>
<p>Lakmei watched her a second, then shook her head slowly. “I don’t know exactly.”</p>
<p>Breathing an agitated sigh, Gracey nodded toward the other two graves. “Do you know what happened over there?”</p>
<p>Lakmei followed her gaze and sighed. “Car accident,” she said. “Carmen Olaya and her son, ah…”</p>
<p>“David,” Gracey whispered.</p>
<p>“That’s the one.”</p>
<p>“David was just a baby,” Gracey said. A wild shudder ran through her and she wrapped her arms across her chest in the same manner as Lakmei.</p>
<p>“But why is she buried with the Galinas if her last name is Olaya?” Tiny asked.</p>
<p>“Olaya was her married name,” Gracey said. “The Olayas and the Galinas don’t get along. Most of the Olayas have left Love &amp; War by now; they came into money about twenty years ago, I think. Carmen’s husband Christopher was the last of them, if you don’t count the baby, of course, and he left about a year ago when he and Carmen divorced.”</p>
<p>Lakmei glanced down to the flowers Gracey was still holding. “Were you going to lay those anywhere in particular?”</p>
<p>Gracey had forgotten all about the peonies. She glanced at them, suddenly feeling foolish. She shook her head. “No, I just thought…” she shrugged, letting her words trail off.</p>
<p>“Do you mind if I..?” Lakmei reach for the flowers, and as though jarred out of a daydream, Gracey shook herself, handing the small bouquet to the angel.</p>
<p>“Not at all, please.” She handed the flowers over to Lakmei and for a brief moment, their hands brushed against each other. Lakmei drew in a sharp breath, eyes popping wide as saucers. Her lips parted, drew close in a round little O. She caught hold of Gracey’s hand, closing her delicate fingers around Gracey’s strong ones. She leaned in, pulling Gracey to her in a furtive embrace. “Is <em>that</em> what’s different?” She shook her head, blue eyes filling with tears. “Oh, Gracey! Whoever he is, I hope he doesn’t break your heart.”</p>
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		<title>Never Was a Daylittle</title>
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		<pubDate>Sat, 23 Jan 2010 22:39:11 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>amber simmons</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[<img src="/wp-content/themes/LoveandWar/images/avatars/GraceyDaylittle.png" width="83" height="106" alt="" title="Gracey Daylittle" /><img src="/wp-content/themes/LoveandWar/images/avatars/SimonStLaine.png" width="83" height="120" alt="" title="Simon St Laine" /><img src="/wp-content/themes/LoveandWar/images/avatars/TinyDaylittle.png" width="83" height="106" alt="" title="Tiny Daylittle" /><br/>A milkweed of a woman, standing with a strange magician beneath a starry sky, Gracey was faced with the reality she'd been running from for a long time. <span style="font-size:11px; color:#858585;">Photo by <a href="http://www.flickr.com/photos/valeriebb/">Valerie Everett</a></span>]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<img src="/wp-content/themes/LoveandWar/images/avatars/GraceyDaylittle.png" width="83" height="106" alt="" title="Gracey Daylittle" /><img src="/wp-content/themes/LoveandWar/images/avatars/SimonStLaine.png" width="83" height="120" alt="" title="Simon St Laine" /><img src="/wp-content/themes/LoveandWar/images/avatars/TinyDaylittle.png" width="83" height="106" alt="" title="Tiny Daylittle" /><br/><p>Love &amp; War hadn’t seen a violent crime in over a decade, so news of <a href="http://www.loveandwartx.com/2009/12/dead-man-for-a-partridge/">Rubio Bautista’s murder</a> spread like wildfire. The news even caused a stir in the Badlands, where town news that didn’t involve free food or free showers and haircuts at the You Look Nice Salon was seldom worth discussing.</p>
<p>No one knew how to respond to the murder. Some families left the carefully hung Christmas lights that trimmed their homes dark out of respect for Rubio and his widow. Others put on brave faces and tried to carry on as normally they could, but parents were loathe to let their children too far out of sight, and lovers held each other closer and tighter than was usually their wont. The murder came as a hard blow to the town, striking at its very heart. The steel gray skies of winter did nothing to ease the deep sorrow.</p>
<p>Tiny watched her sister pull a pie out of the oven as she turned the event of Rubio’s murder over in her mind. Everyone else was talking about it, but Gracey had hardly mentioned it. Although Tiny hadn’t known Ines or Rubio Bautista well, Gracey knew everyone, and the tragedy must surely have affected her. That her sister had said little of Rubio’s death worried Tiny.</p>
<p>Climbing up on the sideboard, Tiny crossed her ankles and pushed a wild lock of red hair behind her ear. “Gracey,” she said, “Rubio’s funeral is tonight. You haven’t said anything about it, and I wondered if we were going.”</p>
<p>Gracey placed the pie on the cooling rack, shook her hair off her forehead. “The funeral’s at St. Benedict’s in Placerita,” she said.</p>
<p>Tiny waited. When Gracey said nothing else, she said, “Okay…?”</p>
<p>Gracey threw her sister a sideways glance as she pulled a bag of pie dough from the refrigerator. “You know I won’t go into a Catholic church.” She emptied the dough onto the counter.</p>
<p>Tiny rolled her eyes at Gracey’s back. “How long are you gonna carry that grudge?” She said the words with an inflection intended to raise Gracey’s ire. She braced herself for it.</p>
<p>But Gracey wouldn’t be roped into an argument. “Long as it takes,” she answered simply. She began beating the pie dough with a rolling pin. “No reason I can see you shouldn’t go, if that’s what you want.”</p>
<p>But Tiny only shrugged. “I’d feel weird going by myself. But even if we don’t go to the funeral, we’ll go the wake, right?”</p>
<p>“Planned on it,” Gracey replied. “Why, Tiny? You want something just say it.”</p>
<p>Tiny frowned at her sister. “Why are you in such a bad mood?”</p>
<p>Gracey turned, gave her sister a cold stare. “Somebody brought murder to my town,” she said. “And I’m a little bent outta shape about it.”</p>
<p>Tiny cut her eyes at her sister. “I’m not an idiot, Gracey.”</p>
<p>Gracey gave the dough an extra slap with the pin, and let out a long sigh, shaking her head. “I got a letter from Mama,” she said.</p>
<p>Tiny bit her lip, stopped kicking her feet. Gracey and Annette hadn’t spoken in over a year, ever since Tiny had left home to live with Gracey. There had been bad blood between them for longer than that, thought Tiny had never known why. It was something no one saw fit to speak to her about.</p>
<p>But that Annette had broken the silence with a letter could only mean something bad.</p>
<p>“What did she want?” Tiny asked.</p>
<p>Gracey rolled the dough out with more force than was needed. Her mouth was an angry slash across her face. “To let me know she wrote me out of her will.”</p>
<p>Tiny blinked in surprise. “She did what?”</p>
<p>Gracey laughed, mirthless, hard. “You heard me right,” she said. “She wrote me letter—couldn’t even face me over the phone, I guess—to tell me she no longer considers me family and that she sees no reason I should inherit any of the family’s wealth.” She threw the rolling pin, turned to face her sister. “It’s funny—Daddy was the Daylittle, not her. I’m an actual Daylittle by birth. What right does she even have to write me out of the family?”</p>
<p>Tiny didn’t know what to say. She could see the hurt in her sister’s face, hurt that was even greater than the anger at her mother’s self-centered audacity. “Are you going to be all right? Financially?”</p>
<p>Gracey nodded, waved away her sister’s concern. “It’s not the money,” she said. “Daddy left me plenty when he died. It’s just…it’s just so goddamned petty. And self-righteous. I don’t even know what else.”</p>
<p>“I’m sorry,” Tiny said, knowing it wasn’t enough. “But I have to mention…you probably shouldn’t be baking right now.”</p>
<p>Gracey turned to look down at the pie crust she’d been rolling out. She wondered how much anger and resentment she’d kneaded into the dough. Frantically, she began pulling the dough off the counter, throwing the pieces into the trash as they came up. “Jesus, you’re right,” she said. “The way I’m feeling I could poison the whole goddamned town.”</p>
<p>Tiny sighed. “Damn, this is really bad timing, too.”</p>
<p>Gracey looked over her shoulder, raised an eyebrow. “Why, were you going to ask for a loan?”</p>
<p>Tiny scoffed. “No. I…I was hoping we could bake a pie for Mrs. Bautista. An anti-grief pie.”</p>
<p>Gracey hrmmed, scraped the rest of the pie dough into the trash. She placed her palms against the edge of the counter, leaned her weight onto her arms. “Even if I were up for it, and I’m clearly not, people have to grieve, Tiny. It’s part of the healing process. Believe me, I know. I know a little something about loss.” She hesitated a moment, then continued. “When I lost Gabe in the accident, I didn’t think I’d ever get over it. Some days I didn’t even want to wake up or get out of bed. It just felt like the world wasn’t even worth being present for anymore. After he died, I just gave up.”</p>
<p>It was strange hearing Gracey talk about the accident. Tiny had been just a girl when Gracey and her fiance had been in the car accident that killed him and left Gracey in the hospital for weeks. She had never met Gabe, only heard his name mentioned in passing. The one thing she did know about him was that for whatever reason, for reasons Gracey had never spoken to Tiny about, their engagement had disintegrated what was left of Gracey’s relationship with their mother. Annette had never even visited Gracey in the hospital when she was hanging onto life by a thread.</p>
<p>She could see the grief in Gracey’s face. Tiny wondered which part of the ordeal she was remembering.</p>
<p>“When you lose someone you love, happiness seems impossible,” Gracey was saying. “There’s no magic in the world can take that pain away.”</p>
<p>Then, she smiled. “On the other hand, they’re showing The Sound of Music at the dollar theater.”</p>
<p>Tiny made a face. “That movie sucks.”</p>
<p>“It’s my favorite.”</p>
<p>Tiny sighed, hopped down off the counter. “If it’s for a good cause. I’ll go with you. Afterwards, maybe put on some Happy Gracey music and see about that pie?”</p>
<p>Gracey shrugged. “I’m not saying I can make her want to dance the Macarena, but maybe we can at least help her want to get out of bed. Help her find a reason to keep going. See that life isn’t…such a waste.”</p>
<p>They locked up early. For a good cause.</p>
<p>Five hours, a bottle of Layer Cake pinot grigio and a food fight later, Gracey, wrapped in the post-alpine glow that seemed to have pushed all angst about their mother aside, pulled from the oven a beautifully browned, bubbling cherry pie. Tiny had insisted on a playlist— “Just to be sure”—that would keep Gracey’s spirits high while they baked. Tiny put the playlist together while Gracey assmbled the ingredients, adding only songs that made Gracey feel glad to be alive. The playlist had included Walking On Sunshine, Favorite Things, Perfect Day, Life Is Wonderful, and Wonderful World. Though Tiny had found some of the songs a bit on the corny side, she could practically feel Gracey’s skin humming with a golden <em>joie d’vivre</em>, and she knew, as she watched her sister lay the latticework for the cherry pie, that the magic was flowing.</p>
<p style="text-align: center;"><img class="size-full wp-image-727  aligncenter" title="interlude" src="http://www.loveandwartx.com/wp-content/uploads/2010/01/interlude.png" alt="interlude" width="50" height="37" /></p>
<p>The townsfolk began pouring in to the Bautista home around 7pm that evening. Many of the old families who, like the Bautistas, had lived in Love &amp; War since the town was founded, had come early to help Ines receive her guests. They brought her casseroles and cornbreads, soups and salsas. They offered condolences, many of them with faces nearly as full of sadness as her own. Amid the gathering of friends and family, Ines Bautista sat like a crying Madonna, still and alone amid dozens of warm, vibrating bodies.</p>
<p>As Gracey came through the door with her pie, she saw Inés, recognized the grief she wore like a mask. It stabbed at her heart, and for a moment Gracey wondered if she’d made a mistake in coming. But that was what funerals were for, she remembered. For sharing in grief, not running from it.</p>
<p>With Tiny close behind, Gracey carried the pie to the kitchen. She sat it on the counter and glanced around. She pointed toward a drawer and said, “Tiny, bring me a fork, please.”</p>
<p>As Tiny hunted for the silverware, Gracey opened the cupboard and retrieved a small sandwich plate. Using the pie knife she’d brought, Gracey cut a generous slice, slid it carefully onto the plate. Tiny presented the fork, and Gracey placed it on the plate alongside the pie. As she headed for the living room, Tiny asked, “Should I put the pie away? So no one else will eat it?”</p>
<p>Gracey smiled, shook her head. “One slice should do the trick.”</p>
<p>Avoiding the other guests was no small feat in a house this size, but Gracey managed to make her way to Inés without jostling her plate too much. She sat down next to the widow, who barely flicked her eyes to register Gracey’s presence. Gracey put a hand softly on her elbow. “Inés, I’ve brought you something. Something to…something to help.”</p>
<p>She didn’t wait for Inés’s permission. Gracey pierced the pie with the fork, breaking off a small bite. She lifted the fork to Inés’s lips. “I want you to taste this,” she said.</p>
<p>The widow caught Gracey’s gaze then and in a moment of understanding, opened her mouth. Gracey fed her the small bite, watched as the woman swallowed it. After a moment, Inés blinked, then nodded. Gracey fed her another bite, and then another. Before long, Gracey fed Inés the entire slice. When she was done, Inés took the plate from Gracey and pressed her thumb against the final crumbs and licked them off. She set the plate aside and, with a fresh wave of tearful emotion, gathered Gracey into her arms and hugged her tightly. “God bless you,” she whispered.</p>
<p>When they pulled apart, Gracey leaned in and kissed the widow on a wet cheek. “It gets better,” she promised. The widow gave a brief nod of thanks, and Gracey took her leave.</p>
<p>The cold air outside was a sharp contrast to the crowded warmth inside the house. As she stepped into the evening, away from the stifling emotion indoors, Gracey pulled her coat tight against her chest and looked up into the night sky. Even after a decade of living here, the desert sky still filled Gracey with a  deep sense of calm and wonder. She breathed the cold air in deep, let it burn all the way down her lungs, and when she exhaled, she watched her breath condense and dance in the cold air.</p>
<p>A shadow warned her of another presence, and Gracey turned to see Simon St. Laine approaching her from the house. He was dressed more casually than the last time she’d seen him; the top hat was missing, and he’d tied his long, black hair away from his face. The violet spectacles were gone. His skin was white against his mourning clothes—not just pale, but sickly, with purpling circles under his eyes. He offered Gracey a small, stiff smile by way of salutation. “It’s Gracey, if memory serves?”</p>
<p>She nodded. “That’s right.”</p>
<p>The magician’s smile settled in, became a little less awkward. “I hope you don’t mind my following you out here,” he said.</p>
<p>Gracey shook her head. “Escaping the grief, too?”</p>
<p>The corners of the magician’s mouth quirked. “Something like that. It might seem strange, my being a performer, but I don’t much like crowds.”</p>
<p>Gracey smiled, nodding. “I know what you mean. I’m a people person myself, but I can understand needing your space.” She nodded toward the sky. “Especially on a night like tonight. Seems a pity to be holed up indoors.”</p>
<p>Simon followed Gracey’s gaze upward. After a moment, he realized she was looking at him, expectant. She knew he hadn’t come out for idle chatter. He held out a hand, made a small, sweeping gesture, palm up. An invitation. “Would you mind walking with me a moment?”</p>
<p>Gracey shrugged and followed the magician’s lead as they walked slowly down Yucatan Road. He seemed, if not more comfortable, at least less uncomfortable than the first time she’d met him; some of his formal strangeness had been replaced with an air of weariness. The night was quiet; Gracey could hear coyotes howling in the distance. She was loathe to be the one to break the silence, but stealing a glance at the magician she could tell something was on his mind. “Are you doing all right, Simon? You look…unwell. Hope you don’t mind my saying so.”</p>
<p>Hands clasped behind his back, the magician walked with his head down, but Gracey could see the small downward turn of his mouth. “I don’t mind. I’m getting on,” he said. “As well as can be expected anyway. The past several days have been…very hard on me.”</p>
<p>Gracey raised an eyebrow. “You knew Rubio well?”</p>
<p>The magician shook his head. His hair gleamed black in the moonlight. “Not well, no. But death…it’s a funny thing. When it touches one of us, it touches all of us, don’t you agree?”</p>
<p>Gracey breathed in deep thorugh her mouth, stifled an urge to sneer. She couldn’t agree, not after having seen first hand how some people could utterly disregard another’s grief. In her mind she was ten years younger in her hospital bed, having heard for the first time that Gabe hadn’t survived the crash. She remembered asking for her mother, and being told Annette refused to see her. She’d begged, pleaded, cried, “I just lost my fiance!” but her mother still refused not only to visit but to speak with Gracey at all.</p>
<p>Her mother’s refusing her had cut her to the quick. They’d barely spoken in the intervening years; in fact, had Tiny not been living at home at the time, Gracey would have cut off all familial ties completely. But for better or for worse, Tiny had kept her tethered.</p>
<p>Still, the magician didn’t need to hear any of this. She shook off the reverie, breathed the night in deep. “I do, yes,” she said. “It’s a somber time for everyone.”</p>
<p>They said nothing else for a while, letting the silence fill the space between them. They listened to crunch of the dirt under their feet, the occasional screech of a bat, the sound of wind whistling through bare tree limbs. Finally, Simon broached the real reason he’d asked Gracey for a walk. “I saw you with Inés,” he said. “She’d been nearly catatonic all evening. Even at the funeral she hardly moved. Several people tried to get her to eat; it was like she didn’t even see them. Then you came in, fed her a piece of pie, and she…<em>hugged</em> you.” He looked at Gracey, a puzzled expression on his face. “How did you get her to do that? To…” He cast about for the right expression. “To…wake up like that.”</p>
<p>They’d stopped walking without realizing it. Simon was looking down into Gracey’s eyes. His were narrow and piercing, questioning. That stare filled her up with a thousand responses, answers to questions he hadn’t even asked, but she was unsure where to begin. Or if she wanted to begin. Something about that look, those eyes, made her want to talk for hours, and if she started she didn’t know if she could stop. Looking up into those eyes, she felt she could pour herself into him, could tell him the story of her life, and he’d listen to all of it, the good, the bad, and the ugly.</p>
<p>But the words caught in her throat, and her desire to tell him everything—about her magic, her mother, how she ended up in Love &amp; War—turned sour in her stomach. She didn’t know this man at all. And the fact alone that she <em>wanted</em> to tell him everything made her uneasy.</p>
<p>“I don’t know how to explain it,” she said after a long pause. She was biting her lower lip, arms wrapped around her torso to ward off the cold. “You’re new around these parts—new by small town standards, anyway—so I guess you haven’t heard tell about me.” She smiled then, awkward, but honest. “I just…I have a way with pie,” she said. The words sounded ridiculous as she said them, and as soon as she spoke them she wanted to take them back and find a more elegant way of putting it, a way that wouldn’t make her sound like some no-account backwoods diner operator.</p>
<p>But that was just the problem. There wasn’t a more elegant a way to put it, because what she did wasn’t elegant. <em>She</em> wasn’t elegant. She was the square peg in the round Daylittle family hole, a milkweed of a woman who wore her hair wild all over her head and baked pies in the desert for a living. And now, standing with a strange magician under a star studded sky on a cold winter night, she was faced with the reality of what she’d been running from for quite a long time.</p>
<p>She wasn’t sure she knew where she belonged.</p>
<p>All of this ran through her head in a fraction of the second, and if the magician thought her words strange, he didn’t show it. He was still listening, his expression thoughtful.  “I wonder, Gracey, if I could call on you some time,” he said after a moment.</p>
<p>It took her a second to realize what he was asking. “Oh! I…are you…are you asking me on a date?”</p>
<p>The magician stepped back, lowered his eyes. “My apologies. If that was presumptuous of me, I—”</p>
<p>“No, it’s not that,” Gracey interrupted. “It’s just that…I haven’t…dated…anyone in a long time.” She offered a weak smile. “I don’t even think I remember how it’s done anymore,” she admitted.</p>
<p>The magician nodded. “I understand. It was a silly thing; I’m sorry.”</p>
<p>But Gracey pressed on. “I’d be happy to have dinner with you some time,” she said. “Thank you for asking.”</p>
<p>They stood in silence, looking up at the sky. A wind blew and Gracey shivered. “We probably ought to get back,” he said.</p>
<p>Wordless, Gracey nodded, followed the magician back the way they’d come. It might have been the cold, it might have been her imagination, or it might have been a thousand other things, but Gracey thought she saw the smallest bit of color return to the magician’s face as they stepped back across the Bautista threshhold. It was improper, and Gracey felt ashamed for it, but she couldn’t help, as the house’s warmth thawed her from her bones outward, smiling.</p>
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		<title>Demons Don’t Like Hello Kitty</title>
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		<pubDate>Wed, 18 Nov 2009 01:29:02 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>amber simmons</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[<img src="/wp-content/themes/LoveandWar/images/avatars/GraceyDaylittle.png" width="83" height="106" alt="" title="Gracey Daylittle" /><img src="/wp-content/themes/LoveandWar/images/avatars/PrimeofDarkness.png" width="83" height="120" alt="" title="Prime of Darkness" /><img src="/wp-content/themes/LoveandWar/images/avatars/TinyDaylittle.png" width="83" height="106" alt="" title="Tiny Daylittle" /><br/>The Prime of Darkness looked down at the wallet. It was plastic, pink, and sported the annoying visage of Hello Kitty all over it.<span style="font-size:10px; color:#858585;"> Photo by <a href="http://www.flickr.com/photos/stela83/">astel83</a></span>]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<img src="/wp-content/themes/LoveandWar/images/avatars/GraceyDaylittle.png" width="83" height="106" alt="" title="Gracey Daylittle" /><img src="/wp-content/themes/LoveandWar/images/avatars/PrimeofDarkness.png" width="83" height="120" alt="" title="Prime of Darkness" /><img src="/wp-content/themes/LoveandWar/images/avatars/TinyDaylittle.png" width="83" height="106" alt="" title="Tiny Daylittle" /><br/><p>Gracey and Tiny were curled up on the couch together, sharing a bowl of popcorn. Gracey pointed the remote at the television, absently scrolling through the disappointing options on the TV Guide channel. “I should just cancel the cable,” Gracey complained for the hundredth time. “There’s never anything good on.”</p>
<p>“Oooh, no no wait, go back,” Tiny said, waving frantically at the television. Gracey scrolled up and Tiny squealed. “Oh my God, you guys! Harold and Maude is coming on in fifteen minutes. I love that movie!”</p>
<p>Gracey made a face, hit the “select” button. “I’m surprised you even know this movie,” she said, shoving a handful of popcorn in her mouth. “This is way before your time.”</p>
<p>“I watched it with Mama once,” Tiny explained. “You know how she is about Cat Stevens.” Tiny shook her head, acquired false poise, fluttered her lashes and sang in a forced soprano with too much vibrato, “If you want to sing out, sing ooooooooout, and if you want to be free, be freeeeeee. There’s a million things to beeeeeeeeee, you know that there are.”</p>
<p>Tiny and Gracey collapsed into each other in a fit of giggles. “But you know what we need,” Gracey said, “is a six pack and Funyuns.”</p>
<p>Tiny’s mouth made a perfect O. “I haven’t had Funyuns in <em>ages</em>,” she breathed. “Is there anywhere to get them around here?”</p>
<p>“Oh sure. They have them at the BRB.” Leaning forward so she could see around Tiny, Gracey put on her prettiest smile and said, “Hey, Darkness, would you mind going out to the BRB and picking up some beer and Funyuns for me and Tiny? Please?”</p>
<p>The Prime of Darkness looked up from his book, annoyed. Settled deep into the reclining chair with a throw pillow in his lap and a blanket tossed across his knees, the Prime of Darkness looked like the king of the living room. He wrinkled his brow. “I want to find out what happens,” he said. He was reading <em>Smilla’s Sense of Snow</em>.</p>
<p>“The ending’s no good anyway; it’s everything leading up to the end that’s the good stuff,” Gracey explained. The Prime of Darkness only frowned. Switching tactics, Gracey smiled pleadingly at the demon, folding her hands prettily beneath her chin. “Pretty please, Darkness? I don’t want to risk missing the beginning of the movie.”</p>
<p>“Don’t you have beer in the refrigerator?” he asked.</p>
<p>“Drank it,” Tiny answered.</p>
<p>The Prime of Darkness sighed. “I don’t even have my bike,” he said. “It’s in the shop, remember? Brake’s been acting weird. I asked Tucker to have a look at it.”</p>
<p>“That’s okay,” Gracey said, her smile brightening. She was radiating at least two thousand lumens. “You can take my car,” she said. “I’ll even let you adjust the seat. The keys are on the table.”</p>
<p>“Oh, no,” the Prime of Darkness said, shaking his head and holding up his hand in objection. “No way. I’m not driving the Matrix; I look ridiculous in that car. What if someone recognizes me?”</p>
<p>Tiny and Gracey exchanged looks, and both women did a respectable job containing their laughter. “It’s just a car,” Gracey said, rolling her eyes, mock exasperation drawing out her words. “Anyway, what’s wrong with my car? It’s a great little car,” she said, pretending to be offended.</p>
<p>“I like my motorcycle.”</p>
<p>“We know,” Tiny put in. “And your cape looks <em>so adorable</em> trailing behind you when you ride.”</p>
<p>The Prime of Darkness gave Tiny a cold stare. His exasperation was quite real.</p>
<p>Gracey gave Tiny a look that meant maybe they’d pushed him too far; he was a demon, after all, and his sense of humor was wanting. She sighed, waved off the previous conversation. “Ah, well, it’s dark anyway.” Gracey cocked her head to the side, gave the demon a sincere smile. “And I’d really, really appreciate it.”</p>
<p>Sighing, the demon dog-eared the page he was on and set the book aside. He stood up, gave Tiny and Gracey a defeated look and said, “What kind of beer do you want?”</p>
<p>“Shiner,” the said at once. They turned to each other and giggled like little girls. The Prime of Darkness rolled his eyes.</p>
<p>Rising from her seat, Gracey shuffled over to the Prime of Darkenss and wrapped her arms around his neck, careful to avoid the spikes on his pauldrons. Against her chest, she felt the demon go rigid with uncertainty and discomfort, and Gracey was reminded fondly of her first slow dance with a boy. This awkward embrace was not unlike that adolescent rite of passage. When the demon didn’t pull away, Gracey leaned in and planted a noisy, squishy kiss in the crook of his neck. She was surprised by the warmth of his skin. She looked up at him and saw that he was blushing. She’d never kissed him before.</p>
<p>When he’d recovered from the shock of Gracey’s unexpected display of affection, the Prime of Darkness grunted, made a good show of retrieving the keys form the table by the front door. “Where’s your wallet?”</p>
<p>“Oh.” Gracey ambled into the kitchen, retrieved her purse, and fished her wallet out form its depths. She handed it to the demon, who grimaced and shook his head.</p>
<p>“You’ve got to be kidding,” he said. “How old are you?”</p>
<p>Gracey made a face. “Old enough to not take things so <em>seriously</em>,”she said. “Loosen up, Darkness.”</p>
<p>The Prime of Darkness looked down at the wallet. It was plastic, pink, and sported the annoying visage of Hello Kitty all over it. It was a wallet intended for an eight-year-old girl, not a thirty-something woman. He snapped it open. “You don’t even have any money in here,” he said. Incredulity practically dribbled down his chin.</p>
<p>“Use the debit card,” Gracey called, plopping down next to her sister. “Oh, and bring back some antacid, too, please. Funyuns upset my stomach sometimes.”</p>
<p>**</p>
<p>The BRB was mostly deserted, save a couple of teenaged girls pumping gas and nursing cherry Slurpees; still, the Prime of Darkness parked in the shadows. The chime dinged as he walked through the BRB’s glass doors, and the Prime of Darkness cringed. He preferred, as much as possible, to meander around Love &amp; War undetected. Of course, being the only person he knew who habitually wore black leather, spiked pauldrons, and a cape, it wasn’t exactly the easiest thing to do, but he’d mostly managed to get by.</p>
<p>He stood in the chip aisle, carefully reading the different titles in order to identify the brand Gracey had requested. He didn’t understand why humans needed so many different forms of junk food. He’d tried some of these fried monstrosities only once when he’d happened upon them in Gracey’s pantry. Artificial color and flavoring, he discovered, were poor substitutes for actual food. He much preferred barbecue or a slice of Gracey’s coconut cream pie to anything you could buy prepackaged from the BRB. Even the Ding Dongs made his stomach churn.</p>
<p>When he found the right bag, he grabbed it and popped it under his arm. He retrieved the Shiner Bock from the refrigerated case and laid his bounty on the counter. The girl at the cash register, snapping gum, sniffling, and probably high on something, hardly looked up as she rang him up. “$12.97,” she said.</p>
<p>The Prime of Darkness opened up the horrendous wallet and retrieved the debit card. He handed it to the girl who sighed and asked, not without annoyance, “Credit or debit?”</p>
<p>She looked up as she asked. Recognition washed over her face, and her cheeks flushed a charming crimson. The Prime of  Darkness steeled himself. She cocked her head to the side, tapping the credit card against the palm of her hand. “Say,” she drawled, a coy smile playing over Bonne Belle coated lips, “ain’t you that Prime of Darkness?”</p>
<p>He cleared his throat. “Credit, if you don’t mind,” he answered. He tried a smile. It didn’t feel natural.</p>
<p>“You are though, right? Wow, this is better’n the time I saw Angelina Jolie at the Walmart.” She slid the card through the reader.  “She was with that little boy of hers, that Oriental one? What’s his name? She’s super tiny in real life.”</p>
<p>He shifted uneasily, not knowing how to respond to her prattle, or even if he was supposed to. How many times would people ask him the same ridiculous question? Of course he was the bloody Prime of Darkness, who else would he be? The town didn’t have that many blue-skinned, diabolical, cape-wearing bikers.</p>
<p>She handed the card and the receipt back to him, still smiling. He signed the receipt, and snapped open the wallet to replace the card. He was about to wish the girl good night when she made an awful sound, something between a laugh, a bark, and a scream, and pointed a finger at the plastic abomination in his hand. “Oh my stars, is that a Hello Kitty wallet? My little sister has the exact same one!”</p>
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		<title>Trick or Treat</title>
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		<pubDate>Sat, 31 Oct 2009 14:03:42 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>amber simmons</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[<img src="/wp-content/themes/LoveandWar/images/avatars/GraceyDaylittle.png" width="83" height="106" alt="" title="Gracey Daylittle" /><img src="/wp-content/themes/LoveandWar/images/avatars/MarcoFlores.png" width="83" height="107" alt="" title="Marco Flores" /><img src="/wp-content/themes/LoveandWar/images/avatars/PrimeofDarkness.png" width="83" height="120" alt="" title="Prime of Darkness" /><br/>A small group of kids bounded up the gravel drive. They produced their candy bags and sang out a chorus of “Trick or treat!”, their smiling, ruined faces upturned and glowing. <span style="color:#858587; font-size:10px;">Photo by <a href="http://www.flickr.com/photos/10787353@N02/">Matt Dale</a></span>.]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<img src="/wp-content/themes/LoveandWar/images/avatars/GraceyDaylittle.png" width="83" height="106" alt="" title="Gracey Daylittle" /><img src="/wp-content/themes/LoveandWar/images/avatars/MarcoFlores.png" width="83" height="107" alt="" title="Marco Flores" /><img src="/wp-content/themes/LoveandWar/images/avatars/PrimeofDarkness.png" width="83" height="120" alt="" title="Prime of Darkness" /><br/><p>“It’s a terrible trick for God to allow it to rain on Halloween.”</p>
<p>Tiny was frowning as she poured a handful of candy corn into her mouth. “I mean, I get it. Most years the weather is awesome, right, so I guess that’s the treat. But when we get the trick…”</p>
<p>Tiny, Gracey, and the Prime of Darkness sat huddled together on the porch swing, listening to the rain fall in heavy sheets, waiting for the neighborhood kids to come beg for candy. Gracey was dressed as Rainbow Brite; Tiny, dressed as a belly dancer, had succumbed to the cold and damp and wrapped a blanket around her shoulders. The demon wore what he always wore—a molded chest plate of indeterminate material, black leather pants, motorcycle boots, spiked metal pauldrons, and a red cape. He had a plastic cauldron filled with candy balanced on his lap. The flames from the line of jack-o-lanterns perched jauntily on the porch rail threw dancing shadows on the walls of the old house until an ill wind swept through and extinguished half the candles.</p>
<p>It was a miserable Halloween.</p>
<p>“Oh, it’s not so bad,” Gracey said, chewing a Tootsie Roll. “Don’t you remember going trick or treating in the rain, running through the puddles and laughing when your makeup melted into streaks down your face? I remember,” Gracey smiled. “I remember … I wasn’t quite sixteen so you must have been about six. You were a fairy princess. It was raining that year, and Mom and Dad wouldn’t let you wear the ballet slippers that went with your outfit. They made you wear boots, and you threw a fit because you said fairies don’t wear boots.”</p>
<p>“Well, they don’t,” Tiny interrupted. “I mean, I was just a kid but I was going for verisimilitude.”</p>
<p>“Actually,” Darkness said, his face drawn, “I don’t think fairies exist at all.”</p>
<p>The sisters exchanged exasperated looks.</p>
<p>“Anyway, you were mad about the boots, and then when we got outside you were mad about the rain. It smudged your makeup. So you started crying and carrying on until I told you to just tell people you were a Rambo fairy.”</p>
<p>“Oh my God,” Tiny breathed, eyes wide. “I <em>do</em> remember that! You said I looked like Rambo, but I didn’t know who that was. But I did what you said, and everyone laughed and said I looked awesome. Like I planned it.” She grinned, dug into the cauldron on Prime of Darkness’s lap. “Ooh, Butterfinger,” she purred, ripping off the wrapper.</p>
<p>A small group of kids bounded up the gravel drive, making their way to the porch. They were squealing with laughter, their costumes invisible beneath their rain slickers. They produced their candy bags and sang out a chorus of “Trick or treat!”, their smiling, ruined faces upturned and glowing.</p>
<p>The Prime of Darkness reached into the cauldron and grabbed a large handful of candy, dropping pieces into the children’s bags. One of the little boys in front, who might have been dressed as a cowboy, looked Darkness up and down with appreciation. “What are you?”</p>
<p>The demon smiled. “I am a Prime of Darkness.”</p>
<p>The boy cocked his head to the side in confusion. “What’s a prime of darkness?”</p>
<p>The Prime of Darkness faltered. It was a question he wasn’t sure how to answer, not to a child to whom he couldn’t possibly reveal the whole truth. On the other hand, he was incapable of lying. It posed a small dilemma. “Well, it’s a kind of soldier,” he said, after the uncertain pause. “A top soldier, above an ace or a deuce. But, just a soldier. That’s all.”</p>
<p>The boy didn’t look satisfied, but more explanation would have meant less time to acquire as much candy as possible, and his friends were already growing antsy. “Cool costume,” the boy said. “Thank you!” A disingenuous chorus of obligatory thank-yous followed, and the children took off toward the next house.</p>
<p>The wind picked up, and Tiny pulled the blanket tighter around her shoulders.  Gracey noticed, took a motherly interest.  “Tiny, you should go in the house and put on a sweater or something. You’re shivering,” she said.</p>
<p>“I’m all right.” The redhead shrugged beneath the blanket.  “It’s mood weather. We gonna watch a movie tonight?”</p>
<p>“What do we have?” The Prime of Darkness unwrapped a roll of Smarties and began popping them into his mouth.</p>
<p>Tiny counted the movies on her fingers. “<em>Army of Darkness</em>—I got that for you, Darkness, you’ll love it—<em>Serpent and the Rainbow</em> and, my personal favorite, <em>Shaun of the Dead</em>. And I even made caramel popcorn,” Tiny said, smiling.</p>
<p>“<em>I</em> made the popcorn,” Gracey corrected. “You sat on the counter and stuck your fingers in the caramel.”</p>
<p>“I kept you company,” Tiny said.</p>
<p>Another group of children approached, these wearing masks. When they arrived on the porch, they thrust their bags out before them and shouted, “Trick or treat!” It was more a demand than a pleasantry.</p>
<p>The Prime of Darkness handed out the candies, and two of the three kids muttered “Thank you” as they ran away. But the third stayed behind and removed his mask. It was Marco.</p>
<p>“Hey, Marco,” Gracey said, smiling. “Your costume is great; what are you?”</p>
<p>“A demonic overlord,” he said. The mask in his hand was a metallic orange with a pointy chin and horns. He wore a simple black tunic and glow-in-the-dark skeleton gloves.</p>
<p>The Prime of Darkness made a face. “You know, there isn’t exactly—”</p>
<p>But Gracey placed a hand on his arm, squeezing lightly. The demon took this as a cue to discontinue that thought. “Well, you look great,” Darkness finished.</p>
<p>If Marco noticed the exchange, he didn’t let on. He was looking at the Prime of Darkness with concern. “You’re not wearing a costume,” he said finally.</p>
<p>“Oh!” The Prime of Darkness leaned back into the porch swing, clearly taken aback. “Ah. Well, this <em>is</em> a costume,” he said. Even in the dim light, his pauldrons gleamed.</p>
<p>But Marco shook his head. “You wear that every day. On Halloween, you’re supposed to be something else.”</p>
<p>The Prime of Darkness crossed his arms over his chest. “Why?”</p>
<p>“It’s fun.”</p>
<p>The demon and the boy stood in silence, examining each other in earnest. After a moment, Marco took a sheepish step forward. “Well, here,” he said, handing the mask to the demon. “You can have that. You have to wear something,” he said.</p>
<p>Tentatively, with a strange feeling in his chest, the demon accepted the proffered mask and carefully fixed it over his face. It was a little snug, but the eye holes were big enough. “Thank you,” he said. His voice came out muffled.</p>
<p>“My name’s Marco,” the boy said, holding out a hand.</p>
<p>The strange feeling in the demon’s chest grew until it pressed against his lungs. Something caught in his throat. The Prime of Darkness accepted Marco’s gesture, and the two demons, one makeshift and the other not so much, shook hands. “I’m a Prime of Darkness,” he said for the second time that evening. “Ah, you can just call me Darkness.”</p>
<p>Marco smiled, his eyes flicking briefly to Gracey. He saw that she was grinning.</p>
<p>Without another word, he took off. He had some catching up to do.</p>
<p>When Marco was gone, Gracey turned to Darkness and admired his mask. “Pretty,” she said. “Looks like you made a friend.” She was still grinning.</p>
<p>The demon nodded. “Guess I did,” he said, his voice curiously soft.</p>
<p>The strange feeling in his chest was still there. After a moment, he realized the feeling was <em>tenderness</em>.</p>
<p>He didn’t take the mask off all night.</p>
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		<title>Demons Like Smarties</title>
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		<pubDate>Fri, 16 Oct 2009 09:22:28 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>amber simmons</dc:creator>
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		<description><![CDATA[<img src="/wp-content/themes/LoveandWar/images/avatars/GraceyDaylittle.png" width="83" height="106" alt="" title="Gracey Daylittle" /><img src="/wp-content/themes/LoveandWar/images/avatars/PrimeofDarkness.png" width="83" height="120" alt="" title="Prime of Darkness" /><img src="/wp-content/themes/LoveandWar/images/avatars/TinyDaylittle.png" width="83" height="106" alt="" title="Tiny Daylittle" /><br/>Smarties are second only to toothbrushes as the "treat" children hate to get most on Halloween. The Prime of Darkness's love for Smarties bears out his claim that he is Hell spawn. <span style="color:#878585; font-size: 10px;">Photo by <a href="http://www.flickr.com/photos/sriram/1811524495/">DeathByBokeh</a> </span>]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<img src="/wp-content/themes/LoveandWar/images/avatars/GraceyDaylittle.png" width="83" height="106" alt="" title="Gracey Daylittle" /><img src="/wp-content/themes/LoveandWar/images/avatars/PrimeofDarkness.png" width="83" height="120" alt="" title="Prime of Darkness" /><img src="/wp-content/themes/LoveandWar/images/avatars/TinyDaylittle.png" width="83" height="106" alt="" title="Tiny Daylittle" /><br/><p>Gracey came home with an armload of groceries and dropped them on the kitchen table. Hearing her sister arrive, Tiny popped in the from the living room and began digging through the bags as though searching for buried treasure.</p>
<p>“What are you looking for?” Gracey asked, only slightly annoyed. Tiny had always been this way. Impatient.</p>
<p>“Don’t pretend like you don’t know, Gracey. <em>Please</em> tell me you got Snickers. Or Reese’s Cups! I’d settle for–Oh, God, <em>Skittles</em>?” Tiny slammed the enormous bag of Skittles on the counter and gave Gracey a dark stare. “Are you kidding me?”</p>
<p>Gracey raised an eyebrow as she began methodically sifting through the groceries, putting everything in its proper place. “What, who doesn’t like Skittles? Taste the rainbow,” Gracey said, stifling a grin.</p>
<p>“Where’s the <em>chocolate</em>, Gracey? It’s not Halloween without chocolate!”</p>
<p>Gracey chuckled as she wedged a 5 pound bag of sugar onto the pantry shelf. “Cool your jets, sunshine, there’s chocolate in there. I got a bag of Twix and a bag of Reese’s Cups. I don’t think I got Snickers, though. There’s also a bag of Smarties in there, but don’t give me crap about that; those are for Darkness. He asked for them specifically.”</p>
<p>Tiny wrinkled her nose as she pulled the bag of small, chalk-like candies out of the grocery bag and tossed them disdainfully on the counter. “You know, sometimes you can <em>almost</em> forget he’s a demon, and then he asks for Smarties, and you remember he’s from Hell.”</p>
<p>Gracey nodded. “Yep. Smarties are proof of Satan’s dominion on Earth,” she said simply. Glancing around, she asked, “Where is he anyway?”</p>
<p>Tiny waved her hand toward the back of the house. “In the barn. I sent him to go see if you had any Halloween decorations.”</p>
<p>“Finish putting these away,” Gracey said, motioning to the groceries. “And <em>don’t</em> eat up all this candy, Tiny, I mean it. I don’t want to have to go buy more for the kids,” she said. She gave Tiny a Very Stern Look, which Tiny returned with wide eyes and all but an angel’s halo circling the crown of her head. She smiled as she ripped open the bag of Reese’s Cups, and giggled as they spilled onto the floor.</p>
<p><img class="alignnone size-full wp-image-269" title="Peanut butter cups" src="http://www.loveandwartx.com/wp-content/uploads/2009/09/pbcups.png" alt="" width="670" height="303" /></p>
<p>Gracey found the Prime of Darkness in the garage, rummaging through piles of junk. He was muttering something under his breath as he flung cardboard boxes around impatiently.</p>
<p>“Heya, Darkness,” Gracey said.</p>
<p>The demon jumped, startled, and then gave Gracey a small smile. “Heya, Gracey. I’m sorry I’m making a mess back here. I’m just… looking for something.”</p>
<p>Gracey waded through the dislodged junk and picked out a cardboard box with the word “HALLOWEEN” written across the front in black marker. “This what you’re looking for?” she asked.</p>
<p>Darkness took one look at the box and shook his head, returning to the piles of stuff at his feet. “Actually, no,” he said. “I found that immediately. I’m looking for…do you have any rope? Or an old tire? Or some wood you don’t need…like a two by four?”</p>
<p>Gracey propped the box on her hip and looked around. The barn was normally in disarray, but now it was an utter mess. “I’m not sure, Darkness. Maybe. Probably. What do you need it for?”</p>
<p>Darkness opened his mouth to answer, and then promptly shut it again. He thought for a minute, then said, “I think that kid across the street’s been spying on me,” he said.</p>
<p>“Which kid? Marco or Alejandro?”</p>
<p>The Prime of Darkness shrugged. “I don’t know, aren’t they twins?”</p>
<p>“Yup.”</p>
<p>“Then I don’t know,” he said again. “Is he a nice kid?”</p>
<p>Gracey, surprised by the question, shifted her weight and shrugged. “Well, I don’t know which one you mean. I mean, they’re both nice boys. Alejandro’s a bit of a handful, but I think they’re supposed to be at that age. Marco’s real quiet; awful sweet. Withdrawn, though. Kind of a loner; I hardly ever see him playing with anybody.”</p>
<p>The Prime of Darkness nodded. “I thought so,” he said simply.</p>
<p>Gracey waited for the demon to speak again, but he didn’t, retuning to his hunt for wood and rope.  She watched him a moment, bewildered. She was always surprised, and more than a little put off, by the ease with which he could dismiss her even while she was still standing with him. It was just another way in which he was..<em>.different</em>.</p>
<p>“Anyway,” she said finally, “I just came out here to see what you wanted for dinner. I got stuff to make fish tacos or ratatouille, your choice.”</p>
<p>Darkness seemed to think a moment. “Ratatouille’s the stuff with the vegetables, right?”</p>
<p>“Yup.”</p>
<p>“Fish tacos,” Darkness said, returning to his hunt. As Gracey turned to leave, Darkness remembered something, and hopped up one last time. “Hey,” he said, “did you get the Smarties?”</p>
<p>Gracey smiled sweetly, cocking her head to the side. “My favorite supernatural creature,” she purred. “I got your back.”</p>
<p>She dropped him a wink and carried the box of Halloween decorations out to the front porch.</p>
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		<title>Demons Don’t Need Sunscreen</title>
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		<pubDate>Thu, 15 Oct 2009 23:42:57 +0000</pubDate>
		<dc:creator>amber simmons</dc:creator>
				<category><![CDATA[Gracey's House - 2311 Gladiola Road]]></category>
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		<description><![CDATA[<img src="/wp-content/themes/LoveandWar/images/avatars/PrimeofDarkness.png" width="83" height="120" alt="" title="Prime of Darkness" /><img src="/wp-content/themes/LoveandWar/images/avatars/TinyDaylittle.png" width="83" height="106" alt="" title="Tiny Daylittle" /><br/>The Prime of Darkness looked down at his bare arms, his blue skin almost purply-black in the shade. "I don't think I burn," he said. "But maybe I should put some sunscreen on, too. Just in case." <span style="font-size:11px; color:#999;">Photo by <a href="http://www.flickr.com/photos/knittycent/">Knitty Cent</a>.</span>]]></description>
			<content:encoded><![CDATA[<img src="/wp-content/themes/LoveandWar/images/avatars/PrimeofDarkness.png" width="83" height="120" alt="" title="Prime of Darkness" /><img src="/wp-content/themes/LoveandWar/images/avatars/TinyDaylittle.png" width="83" height="106" alt="" title="Tiny Daylittle" /><br/><p>Sitting on the porch swing eating orange popsicles, Tiny Daylittle and the Prime of Darkness were being watched.</p>
<p>Although officially over, summer still hadn’t quite given up the ghost. Nestled in the heart of west Texas desert, Love &amp; War was as hot as a pizza oven. <em>Or Hell</em>, Tiny thought, casting a sideways glance at the Prime of Darkness. She made a mental note to ask him about this one day. Sweaty and irritable, Tiny pushed the swing with her foot to stir the still air. Breezes were obstinate and refused to blow. As she bit off the end of her popsicle, Tiny squinted at the house across the street.</p>
<p>“They’re looking at you,” Tiny said after a while. “That’s gotta be <em>so</em> weird, to have people staring at you all the time.”</p>
<p>The Prime of Darkness shrugged, licking around his popsicle so it wouldn’t drip. “It’s probably a lot like being famous,” he said. “Like being a celebrity.”</p>
<p>Tiny snorted. “Not that this town’s ever seen anything remotely as interesting as a celebrity. Hell, I guess you’re the closest thing to excitement they get out here.”</p>
<p>Darkness followed Tiny’s gaze and saw that the family across the street was indeed watching them, though they made a good show of pretending they weren’t. “How do you know they’re not looking at <em>you</em>?”</p>
<p>Tiny cocked her head to the side, thoughtful. “They might be,” she admitted. “Should I give them something to look at?” Smiling, Tiny swiveled on her butt, leaned back, and stretched one leg out in front of her, pressing the ball of her foot against Darkness’s chest. She made sure the lookyloos across the street got an eyeful of a long swathe of alabaster skin from her ankle to her hip. With a devilish grin, she turned her head, stuck out her tongue, and wriggled her fingers coquettishly at the folks across the way.</p>
<p>The family across the street turned their backs, and Tiny could swear she heard the woman gasp.</p>
<p>Darkness shook his head and knocked Tiny’s foot from his chest. He wasn’t sure what game Tiny was playing, but he was pretty sure she was up to no good.</p>
<p>“I’m <em>bored</em>,” she complained, turning back around and crossing her legs Indian-style underneath her.  “There’s nothing to do in this town. There’s not even– oh, <em>hey</em>,” she breathed,  a sudden light flickering behind her eyes. “We should go see that Simon St. Laine show over in Placerita tomorrow tonight, you want to?”</p>
<p>“Who’s that?”</p>
<p>Tiny shrugged. “I saw a flyer last time I was at the BRB. ‘Simon St. Laine–implausible magician’ or something. Gracey said he’s not very good. Corny. But it might be fun. You want to?”</p>
<p>The Prime of Darkness thought for a moment, then shook his head. “I don’t know, Tiny. It might be…awkward.”</p>
<p>She was about to ask why when understanding struck and she dropped her shoulders, deflated. “Oh. Because of the whole.…armor-wearing demon thing.” She indicated his outfit with a noncommittal wave of her hand.</p>
<p>The Prime of Darkness nodded.</p>
<p>“Well, listen,” Tiny said, her voice carefully light and nonchalant. “Can’t you just do that thing you do with the shadows? Where you sort of…bring them to you? And hide?”</p>
<p>The Prime of Darkness nodded slowly. “I can if it’s dark enough. But what about inside the theater? House lights can be bright enough that I can’t hide that well.” He shrugged his large shoulders, peered off into the distance. “I’ll just stay here. People here have gotten used to me. Or they’re too polite to say anything. You and Gracey should go, though. I can look after myself.”</p>
<p>Tiny thought about this a moment. It was true that the people in this backwoods town were surprisingly kind to the Prime of Darkness. Of course, that was probably because they didn’t know what he <em>was</em>. No one knew but she and Gracey. Most people seemed to think he was a circus performer, or mentally handicapped, or a participant in a reality TV show. (How they explained the lack of camera crews Tiny had no idea.) But ever since they had brought him home after finding him passed out on the side of the road, folks had just accepted him, like a blue-skinned man in a superhero costume wasn’t the strangest thing they’d ever seen in all their lives.</p>
<p>Actually, their willingness to accept him was kind of weird.</p>
<p>Tiny shrugged. “Well, whatever. Let’s at least go for a walk or something. I’m sick to death of this house.”</p>
<p>The Prime of Darkness nodded, got to his feet. “Yes. Sure,” he said. “You want to go now?”</p>
<p>Tiny stood, stretched, and tossed her popsicle into the trash. “I got to put on some sunscreen first. I’m so white I burn if you look at me wrong. But I guess you don’t have to worry about that?”</p>
<p>Darkness looked down at his bare arms, his blue skin almost purply-black in the shade. “I don’t think I burn,” he said. “But I don’t usually go out in the sun if I can help it.  Maybe I should put some sunscreen on, too. Just in case.”</p>
<p>Tiny was about to point out that if he didn’t burn in Hell, he probably wouldn’t burn in Texas, but figured he would miss her joke and retort something about not having a physical body when he was in Hell. So instead she just smirked and said nothing as she followed Darkness into the house. If nothing else, the smell of Banana Boat sunscreen wafting off the Prime of Darkness’s blue-gray skin was something she didn’t want to miss.</p>
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